I am finally able to pursue an agenda that belongs just to me (in a sense. As a Christian I know the folly of that idea, but within the framework of serving God, how do I see my year?). I have been doing more care taking than usual, because of Paul's surgery. The Christmas season held it's own demands. But now, this evening the grandchildren have been placed in other loving hands, so I am free to look at my life and determine a map for the future. I know I want to get back to an exercise regime, and eat less. More than that I want to spend time reflecting on the past year and planning for this one.